I'm more logical and more rash when I stay up realllllly late.

I don't know how I got onto this topic, but I have an affluent knowledge of Money. I know the rarity of a Two Dollar bill, know that it comes in a Holographic form, along with a Holographic one dollar bill.

I know what's cheap and what's not when I go out. I constantly compare rates and prices, even if we get not-named brand.

My head will buzz with numbers and decimals, finding out the amount that I'll save if I get a certain thing.

I think aside from the food, which we're constantly low on, I'm pretty wealthy.

On retrospect, not very much.

My Wii- Gift from Jeff.
My DSi- only received after my old DS broke.
Internet- Original Use for Mike's "work".
PS2- Last Gift from Dad.

Sure I have all these cool things, but they come with a price.

I don't have my own phone.
I don't have cable.
I'm technically not spossed to be on here.
We're really low on food.
We don't go on Vacations every summer like most families.
I don't get "Just Cause" money or gifts....

That last one hurts me the most out of all.

Everyone around me gets things for no reason. "Oh, I do chores" Well, so do I. Infact, I do more around this house than anyone else. But who gets $2 for everything that he's done for the last 3 months? Certainly not Mike.

I could've bought a small bottle of Game Fuel with my money I got the other day (1.77) But instead, I bought a really tall Fountain Soda that had Mountain Dew and Orange Sodas. I saved alot of money.

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Every thing I hold dear to me, I remember where I got it, and who gave it to me. Including that of my favorite Stuffed animal.

When I was 3, and had the good life, my mom gave me one night, a small stuffed Leopard... Spotty.

I remember I took it everywhere I went, eventually leading into the point of it ripping. I remember the ever-so-long week it took to get Spotty's rip fixed by Grandma. The same one who passed away not too long ago.

I've lost Spotty, now. I don't know where it is. I really miss Spotty, even if I'm mature enough not to need it.

I know where I got my little Devil voodoo doll guy. Beelzebub. Hot Topic, however many years ago. I was with Jeff. It was at the same time as my Checkered Shoes.

I remember when I left it with Oliver, when I wanted to be with him while he was at the Vet's.

I remember where I got my 3Skull ring. Jeff needed a new ring, and they had a special 2 for 1 price, and so I got a free ring. I'm glad now I didn't choose the Turtle.

I remember when I got my PS2...

No wrapping at all, as were Kayla's, Skyler's, Seirra's and Caleb's gifts. I remember how sad I was. I remember the tears in Kayla's eyes when she opened up the box containing her necklace. Butch, Dad's boss, gave them to us near the supply closet of the La Perla.

I remember so many things from the past, that I cannot remember the present. I know it's Thursday, but I haven't a date. Is it the first or second Thursday in July? What day was July 4th on? What did I eat before my Sub today? Where was the last place I saved on my game?

This has turned from Money to Memory. Does it really matter? I mean, sure you guys read this shit, and post comments proving you did, but in my eyes you don't give a shit. I feel-- Nevermind. I'll just make this longer than it already is.